Tuesday, May 31, 2011

Our last goodbye

Today we said goodbye for the last time, and it felt so final. We had a wee service, not even that actually, just a priest there to give a blessing and say a few words. That tiny, white casket is the saddest thing I have ever, ever seen. Something I never thought we'd see in our little family. We each laid a flower on top and Mr 3 a drawing also. It was a drawing of inventions, he said, and he will give it to the postie to bring to baby L.T. in heaven so he could make the inventions.

It was a really tough goodbye. I didn't want to leave the little casket there, I wanted to gather it up in my arms and carry it away. Somewhere. That's my baby in there, my littlest boy.

I miss him so much.




5 comments:

sawn48 said...

Words are not much comfort, but our thoughts are with you.May He be with you and comfort you through your time of sadness and grief.

ms lottie said...

I can't imagine how tough that was for you. I'm giving Liv so many extra cuddles this morning that I think she's feeling smothered. We love you lots.

em + woz said...

I want to comment each time you write, but don't have the words. Just know that your words are heard and that my heart is aching with you.

The Tickled Diva said...

I am so sorry for your loss. Reading your post brings back so many memories and tears to my eyes. The same thing happened to my sister (girl) 8 1/2 mo. and cousin (twins) 6 mo. - at the same time 2 years ago.

My thoughts and prayers are with you. I know everything is still fresh and new. Please surround yourself with positive support and love, take some time for yourself and when you are ready to share it will help your healing begin. Take care.

m.e (Cathie) said...

oh my, no words can make your heart stop hurting, nothing at all for now.
all I can do again, is send you love & hugs ♥

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