Monday, August 15, 2011

Today is another day


Oh my, I was in quite the funk yesterday.

Baby L.T's due date, should he have made it to a full 40 weeks. Thing is, his birth was to have been a scheduled c-section, so technically he would have arrived at least a week ago.
I didn't think the date would affect me all that much, but boo ya, who am I to dictate what my mind is going to do? At the same time as my body gives me a definite 'not pregnant anymore' sign. Yeah, go me.
One of those days where you just want to crawl under a rock and not speak to anyone.

But instead I took the boys out to the farmer's market, then later, up to the school to ride their bikes and play in the massive school sandpit. I got through it and today was a new day.




8 comments:

Zaira said...

just ((hugs)) mama

ms lottie said...

Kinda understandable really. xxx

Louisa said...

We're with you hon, always. Love and hugs from your big sis. xxoxx

em + woz said...

Huge hugs your way. And in total awe of your ability to still be there for your boys on such a day.

Kath Lockett said...

Let me add a few more hugs to the heaps you've already got, CatJB. Your reaction is normal and utterly understandable.

Cat J B said...

Thanks for all the virtual hugs, we pick up and life goes on, doesn't it?

Michelle said...

Each year it will be different...some years I really dwell on that due date...and others I remember a day or two later...then wonder if I've dishonored my babies memory...of course I haven't, but those thoughts will plague me. Take it one day at a time and allow yourself to feel whatever comes up. The worst thing you can do is stuff any feelings into that dark place we don't talk about, because it WILL catch up with you when you least expect it!

Kory said...

Big hugs mama.

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